“To be ill adjusted to a deranged world
is not a breakdown.”
― Jeanette Winterson
― Jeanette Winterson
Can you imagine? Swinging from one period of the highest high
to another of the lowest of the low? As
I have spoken with people who are bipolar, I am struck by how they sometimes
talk about enjoying the experience of being manic. From the lawyer in my psych hospital
experience, to friends, it seems as though there is consensus… the manic phase
is almost enjoyable. And as I read the
list of famous individuals who had bipolar disease, I thought about this
again. Was Winston Churchill manic as he
handled the darkest days for the British during the time of WWII? As he worked to inspire his country to fight,
was he infused with that high energy?
Was he ignoring risks? Did he
feel like no matter how high he flew, he simply couldn’t fall? How about the creative process and
depression? I can’t imagine it
helping. For me, it simply saps my
energy, but look at all those artists who suffered with depression: Michelangelo,
Van Gogh, Hemingway, Eugene O’Neill, Virginia Woolf, Tolstoy, Hemingway and
Sylvia Plath. But then I wonder…did the experience of being depressed enrich
what they were capable of seeing and thus enhance their artistic viewpoint? Was their world view made deeper by the
experience of depression?
I have a lovely niece
who is bipolar. She is one of those
people who have talked to me about how the experience of being bipolar is almost
positive for her sometimes. She is
intelligent, with a wry sense of humor.
I think she is wildly creative. And I love hearing her observations
about life, politics, and dealing with mental illness. Would she be as much fun as she is without
her bipolar disorder? Is her somewhat
creative world view dependent on her mental illness? I don’t know. All of this is basically a
musing on how much creativity and mental illness are interrelated. I have looked up articles on that topic. Even
though I can’t seem to find any concrete evidence of overwhelming proof that
there is a causal correlation between mental illness and creativity, I have
seen studies that do suggest that there is a strong relationship. I am not sure that I am convinced that it is
causal. I wonder….
Does this sound like
a silly question? I don’t know. Is creativity tied to a quirky world view and
willingness to see outside of the box? I
think sometimes it is. And many of the
very creative people I know seem almost ‘off’ to me. Does this ‘off-ness’ mean that they are
mentally ill? I don’t know. You have to
remember that there is a range of severity with the mentally ill. There are people who function very well
through periods of depression. And I
believe that creativity is sometimes enhanced by seeing the bad in life. Just
look at Charles Dickens. Who also had a
mental illness. But I am also sure that many people who are not mentally ill are
creative. So, what is the
connection? I don’t really know if there
is one. I just wonder about it. What do you think?
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